We're

-Do you never ask yourself why we're here?
-I don't usually do it. We don't obtain answers, right?
-I think we live to improve as a person, but I don't know why.
-And for fall in love.
-And for love.
-Life it's beautiful. We must face problems and difficulties, but we can do a lot of things. We can feel like nothing else.
-But sometimes it's a problem. We make war and hurt other people. We can destroy.
-We're all humans, but only some are people too.

It's time

People say laugh makes us live more, so we're going to enjoy life, jump when the occasion demands, smile without reason, dance when music calls our body. 

Little by little, step by step you go to your future. Think when you need it, but act when you really feel it. Run if you want, say silliness if you're happy that day. If it rains, you get wet.

Little moments are the best and we'll remember them. As they say: Regret about things you did, not things you never did. 

It's time to enjoy, not to mention we must reflect. 

Memories today

I remember the smelt, this place... And then memories start to full my mind. How the time passes! You look at yourself and you're not the same. For you there're not changes, because you don't notice. But, if you wander inside you, you'll be able to feel it. Some years ago you were a child with dreams and hope. You can see how people you met have changed, and now they're strangers. A lot of things lived and now we're not even friends. But this is life. You pass a phase and start another different. You assume it, but you can't understand the other changes of people who were so close to you. 

After all, we're alone in this life in spide of receiving help, and we have to make our own way.

But... life is awesome.

Strangers

After all the time we passed together, when looked at each other we were strangers. We couldn’t stand working in the same place. We had to do things together and it was very uncomfortable. We all start as strangers, and sometimes it ends as it started. I know it was hard for us, but although we’re now at the edged of all, it’s time to start again with our lives. We’re not friends, we’re strangers with memories. 

Daily. Part 4

31 - 12 - 12

Fate had me played tricks. I was sitting in a park watching how children play while I ate sweets, and suddenly he passed and I opened very much my eyes; he saw me. He stopped and approached me again. He was always smiling and that made me feel weak. He sat down next to me and he didn’t say absolutely nothing. He looked at the children too.

—Do you want? –I said offering him candies. He eyed them and at last he caught one. I smiled secretly and he viewed me askew, but he said nothing again.

We remained in the same bank eating candies, without saying words for minutes.

—You haven’t said nothing since you sat down.

—If I say something, you’ll probably leave.

I laughed, but it didn’t make me happy, it’s just that I didn’t know how to say or to do…

—Is there something bothering you? —he asked.

—We’re stranger. However, we’re sharing this… —I said marking the snacks.
—It was a surprise see you in the shop. Did your friends like the presents?
—Yes, they did. Do you work there?
—No, it was temporary. Only for Christmast. Thet needed a seller. I'm studying to be an actor.
—So you act very good, doesn't you? Maybe you¡ve been acting all the time —I said with humor.
—I doubt it.
I didn't say anymore. 

—I can put music to accompany.

It started to sound “I won’t let you go”, by James Morrison.

—Is it a hint?

—Maybe. This ain't no time to be alone.

And that was a part of the lyric, which sounded at the same time he said it.

—Ok —I laughed.

I had kept my heart under control, but in that moment all changed. We kissed each other slowly.
Deep blue eyes.

At twelve o’clock my life was completely different, I had started to love. New year, new life.

Daily. Part 3

20 - 12 - 12

It was snowing. I didn’t see so much with my umbrella patterned with stars. I wanted to buy a present for some of my friends and my parents. Christmas was coming.

I love that season. The lights adorn the sky with its variety colors. A crow in the street try to buy what they’re looking for queuing. I put my scarf in the way I’m not cold. The mist escapes my mouth. My cheeks are ice and go red.

I got in a clothes shop to look for T-shirts, jackets, sweaters, scarves, gloves, shoes or something like that for my friends. Inside the shop it was warm, but I was so good. I started to search for and catch what I liked for them. I tried clothes’ women, but I couldn’t do the same with men’s clothes. When I had three things for three of my seven friends I went to the checkout.

—Hello —I said.

—Hello.

I looked up my eyes and I found these eyes again. Deep blue eyes.

—Such a surprise! —he said smiling.

I went red, and it didn’t happen cause of the cold.

—Yeah… —I said talking to myself.

—Are you buying for family?

—Friends.

—I like when people buy gifts the day before —he said with a grin.

—I’m not buying the day before… —I underlined the words.

—You know what I mean —And suddenly then he said—: Are you buying for your boyfriend too.

—I don’t have boyfriend.

—Did you have?

And then we heard something that said an elderly woman: “Oh, girl, he’s trying to like you. Go out with him and let me buy these things…! He’s gorgeous”.

I blinked a couple of times and he started to laugh noisily. I took the ticket and he whispered me before I went: “Did you have?”

—Yes, I did.

I was worried about the question. I didn’t even realize what the gifts had cost me, and when I took the ticket from the bag I read a phone number wrote with a pen.

Daily. Part 2

5 - 11 - 12

This is very strange. I sat down in a cafe and when I looked back he was there, near me reading a book with glasses. Ok, he was so cute, I recognize. But he noticed my presence and I felt embarrassed again. What capricious is destiny! He was starting to smile, but I turned around again. I was very tense. Butterflies were flying inside me.

─Hello ─he said, and he sat down in front of me at the same table.

─Are you following me? ─I asked curiously.

He broke into laughing while I looked at him seriously.

─Well, I can make the same question, right?

I felt I went to red.

─What do you do? ─I asked.

─You didn’t finish explaining.

─Yes, I did ─I said with emphasis.

He raised an eyebrow.

─I went! You saw me! What do I have to explain?

Silence.

─Ok, I fancy sitting here, just it. Waiter! Please, I want a coffee. Thanks.

I was puzzled. I looked through the window while the coffee was coming.

─It's very good.

─What?

─The book you bought. I read it a long time ago.

─Mm… ─I showed disinterest.

I noticed he was doing something with a piece of paper, but I didn’t pay attention. Then a napkin was over the table, in front of me. I took it and read: “You look so boring. I don’t think you're”. I couldn’t help smiling.

─You have smiled.

─No, I’m not ─I denied. 

I looked at him and he was smiling too.

Daily. Part 1

10 -10 -12

I saw him again. The first time was when I almost hit by a car. I was crossing the crosswalk and I didn’t realize until I heard the slowdown. Luckily it was nothing, only the scare. I remember the moment he going out of his red car and approached me to ask if I was good. I was terribly confused, who didn’t? Then I stared at his deep blue eyes. I just thought: “These eyes can’t be of a person”. So wonderful. I felt secure when he catched my shoulder, but I was lost. I blinked a couple of times and I said: “Ok, I’m fine”. But I didn’t. A lot of people looked at us, curiously, and I couldn’t help feeling embarrassed. I just run. I run and I went far away from there. I never thought I’d see him again. But life is like a surprise box, and you have to open it to discover what's inside.

Yesterday I entered in a bookstore to look for a gift’s friend. I was reading names, the synopsis. I dressed black trousers and a white shirt (specifically of my wardrobe’s mother). Suddenly I noticed a hand on my arm and I jumped. 
─Sorry, can you tell me where is…? ─I turned my head before the person finished. He showed wonder when he recognized me. Seconds of silence and then he spoke.

─Are you…? Umm… You’re not the assistant ─And in that moment he was the confused person.

─No, I’m not. I spite of dressing like one ─I said smiling.

─Oh… ─He was thinking─ Oh, I’m so sorry. But… you’re the girl that… ─he marked me with her finger─ You run away. Why? I wanted t help.

─Sorry, but I have to pay this book ─I didn’t want to talk─ Bye.
In his face there was strangeness.

When I paid it I tried to go out as quickly as possible, but he followed me.

─Hey, what’s the matter?

I sighed.

─Let me go. I don’t have to explain, ok?”

─I just wanted to say that I didn’t mean hit you. I was distracted and I didn’t see you.

─No matter… ─I whispered and went home while he was standing up opposite the bookstore.